Good evening.

Hi, I have changed my blog to https://southernactsenterprises.wordpress.com/ because of the stress that I have had to deal with here. I am now just trying to finish out my life as a human being and not as a monster that they make me out to be. I am writing my poems and stories on that site to be able to try and enjoy the time I have left. So please follow me there if you don’t mind, because I don’t know when I will be posting on here again. I want to thank you all for supporting me here and hope that you do the same there, I love all of you guys from my heart. Be Blessed in what ever you do, Miss Bobbie Jean.

 

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WE WERE SOLDIERS

WE WERE SOLDIERS.

 

War takes us to far off place’s,

Sometimes we have to fight different race’s.

Yes we may find it hard to do,

But we do what we do just for you.

 

Most of us are very young,

Some have never even owned a gun.

Yet they put it in our hand,

Then they shipped us to a foreign land.

 

Sometime I wake and my heart still race’s

I don’t think I’ll ever forget their face’s.

But now most of us are just names on a wall,

I doubt if you will remember us all.

 

All through life men have fought in wars,

Just for your right of freedom where ever you are.

The sad thing is that most of you don’t know why,

Oh, so many, why did they have to die?

 

All through history, Soldiers have been giving their life’s for the choice of Freedom and Liberty, and Justice for all men kind yet it seems that way to many people have forgotten that. Many Mothers have lose their Sons and Daughters to these wars and most people don’t even know what they are fighting for. It is for your freedom to live the way you want to live and to have the right to chose where and how you want to live. Many have died for those rights, yet many of you don’t even acknowledge a Vet. When you see one.

Please next time you see a Vet. Tell them thank you for what they have done.

I am Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson and I thank you for being here.

Please like and share this, so that the world can see it.

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Spring Is Here.

Spring Is Here.

 

Flowers blooming everywhere,

Spring has surly filled the air.

It is God showing his love they say,

New born baby’s out to play.

 

I can hear the birds a singing,

As I also hear the church bells ringing.

God has given us new life,

Somehow I know what that’s about.

 

It feels so good to have Gods love,

I know that it comes from above.

I know that he has given his love to me,

That is why I have put my faith in thee.

 

And now that spring has filled the air,

I hope that soon I’ll be in Heaven up there.

I give my soul to My God,

I know that soon I’ll be sitting by your side.

 

Written by Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson

 

Somehow I find inspiration in what I do,

I can only hope that it will inspire you.

I am a Veteran that lives as a trans, and I have lived with the whites and the blacks, but it is more then that. I have learned that all lives matter and if we don’t wake up and see that, one day we will not be able to get it back. We will lose the fact that we are all just human beings living on this earth and we all came from the same dirt. When God made man, he made us all human, to share this world we have together.

Please if we don’t learn to share what we have here today, we will surly throw it all away.

I write for the love of God and you, please be more kind in what you do.

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I am Miss Bobbie Jean and yes I have a dream.

A Dream Of A Better World For Everyone, Not Just You”

What does it mean to have Congestive Heart Failure?

The definition of heart failure is when the heart cannot pump efficiently enough blood to circulate oxygen-rich blood throughout the body. When the heart becomes weak or when it becomes thickened and stiff, the heart muscle cannot keep up with its workload.

Signs and symptoms of heart failure include
shortness of breath,

fatigue,

lightheadedness,

exercise intolerance,

coughing (or chronic cough),

wheezing,

pounding or racing heart,

excessive tiredness,

loss of appetite,

nausea,

confusion,

problems thinking,

swelling in the ankles, and

rarely, chest pain

Symptoms are usually worse at night when lying flat

There are four stages of heart failure, used to classify the severity of symptoms, and I am at the forth stage.

Class I: no limitations in activity. Normal activities can be performed.

Class II: mild limitations and mild symptoms with activity; no symptoms at rest

Class III: noticeable limitations in activity; only comfortable at rest

Class IV: symptoms occur at any level of activity and uncomfortable even resting

The term heart failure can be frightening, but in reality, it just means that the heart is not pumping as well as it could be. When the heart muscle is weak, blood cannot be pumped efficiently enough to get oxygen to all of the cells. Sometimes the heart becomes dilated and weak. Other times it may be stiff and thickened. Over time, the heart cannot keep up with its workload. When this happens, there isn’t enough oxygenated blood reaching the brain and muscles, and fluid begins to backup in the and other tissues. The lack of oxygen causes the main symptoms of heart failure such as fatigue, shortness of breath, and difficulty completing tasks that require exertion.

Systolic heart failure (left-sided heart failure): When the heart loses strength on the left side (left ventricle) and cannot pump the blood into circulation, it is called systolic heart failure or left-sided heart failure. When this occurs, the heart becomes dilated and weak. The strength of the heart muscle can be measured with an echocardiogram that measures the ejection fraction. An ejection fraction of greater than 55% is normal. The term congestive heart failure, or CHF, refers to the accumulation of fluid in the tissues. Fluid can accumulate in the legs causing swelling (edema), into the lungs causing pulmonary edema, or into the abdomen where it is called ascites. A type of heart failure termed acute decompensated heart failure is an emergency.

The American Heart Association along with the American College of Cardiology grades heart failure in four stages, and takes into account that heart failure can be present even before symptoms appear:

  • Stage A: No heart failure, but at high risk due to another medical condition that can lead to heart failure, such as high blood pressure, diabetes, obesity, or coronary artery disease.
  • Stage B:The heart has been damaged by the patient’s other medical condition(s) or other factors, but no symptoms are present yet.
  • Stage C: The heart is damaged and the patient is experiencing heart failure symptoms.
  • Stage D: The patient has severe heart failure that requires specialized care, despite receiving treatment (end-stage).

In other words I am at the end of the line, there is nothing left for me but the dying part and it will come soon enough. I don’t understand why my friend here does not understand all that and still believes that I can do anything that I used to do. I would love to be able to go outside and walk around my yard or play with my dogs, but most of the time it is hard for me just to stand and walk into another room when I need to. Maybe she just doesn’t want to see it like it is because she doesn’t like to see me like that., I am sorry but it’s not like I can change anything about it, that’s just the way it is and that’s all there is to it, like it or not, my time is coming to an end.

All I can say here now is that I have lived the best I could have being here where I am at, maybe it would have been better for me somewhere else, but this is where I chose to be, so I cannot blame anyone but me.

All I know is now I need to prepare myself for Gods love and be ready to go home, so with that I say to you that I am ready and I hope to see you all in Heaven one day.

Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson

With a dream of a better life in Heaven.

THE LAST SUNRISE!

Everyday I try to show the Lord that I’m glad to be alive,

I get up in the morning and I always wonder why.

To be touched by the Lord makes my everyday,

Because I know that he will show me the way.

 

Each day I just want to sing Hallelujah to My Lord

Just because of who you are.

You have filled my life with joy

That’s why I call you my Almighty Lord.

 

I have been Blessed to have you in my life,

You have come to show me what is right.

You have inspired me to do the right thing,

That is why I call you A King.

 

Today I thank you again,

It is the awesome in my life that you bring.

Having you as part of me,

I now came be all I can see.

 

So all I want to do is sing Hallelujah to you,

It is because of all the things that you do.

I give my heart and soul to you,

I am sure glad that I have come to know you.

 

Sometimes it’s hard for me to write anymore, so I do the best I can. I write about what I am thinking about and these days I spend a lot of time thinking about God. He is the one that gets me going and also the one that fills my heart and soul. I ask him to help me forgive my enemy’s as I would forgive my friends, because sometimes they know not what that have done to hurt me in this life that I live. I know what real hatred is because I have been hated so many times in my life, but it is not for me to judge anyone for that, only God can judge them and I am sure that he will in the end. I have been laughed at more times then I can count, but I find it better that they are laughing at me and not someone that could not deal with it. You see God has given me the strength to handle depression where others may not be able to deal with that part of their life, so if you feel the need to laugh at someone let it be me. I know that my life was never prefect, but I can only feel that I have done the best that I could have done and I could only do that with God standing by my side. My God is an awesome God who gives me love and hope with a kindness that I have never known. For that I am grateful to him, so with these words I say Thank you Almighty God for being at my side.

I am Miss Bobbie Jean sharing a dream from our God in Heaven for a better life.

Living As A Transgender

HI, hope to find you in god health and doing the best you can these days. I have noticed that when I was younger there were no such things as She male and and tyranny’s. The were called lady-boys and T-girls. As time passed by they begin to call themselves as She-males and tyranny girl. Wear as little of clothing that they could get away with out on the streets. Then all of a sudden the words Transgender came into play, now these same guys that were dressing for porn started dressing to want to become a transgender and be labeled as such, well they were still only cross -dressers that dressed the part of a sexy porn star just to get the attention, it was not about be transgender at all. That was just another name that they could use to pass in society’ world.
Believe me if you are a true transgender you will know because it is not something that just started yesterday, it has been buried deep inside you for many years. Myself, I knew when I was just a child back in junior high, I did not have to make that choice it was made for me., when I could not find myself dressing in the the boys locker room at school, I knew that I was different then the rest of the guys, but I could change what I was, nor could I change what I was becoming. When I was in my earlier teens there was not talk of be gay or of dressing up like a girl, so I had to deal with it and being in the country was even worst. Maybe in the big cities things were easier to deal with, but out here in the country it was like a one on one basic’s and you you had to deal with it that way, one on one. I remember there were a couple of guys that I had fallen in love with, but I did not dare to say anything in front of them, because it could have meant my life, so I just loved the from a for and was happy to share some kind of life with them. I had fallen head over heels for this one guy, but he was also my best friend, but when I came out to him, All I did was lose him as a friend and a lover and had nothing in the end. All I can remember is that is broke my heart and it took me a long time to get over that one., he was so handsome, tall, with long blonde hair and I real think that I loved him with all my heart, I do know that he care for me, because we lived together for weeks before we broke it off, we finally got back to be friends again, but it was a long time in the making. By that time I had stated living with a girl and everything had changed for us, we never did try anything like that again. All I ever want to o was live as a girl with a guy by my side and even though I was not dressing that is what I was doing. I cooked for him and took care of hie in all the ways a woman would do, I was happy in those days. But then the shit hit the fan when his Father came over and told him that he would have to come back to work for him, it was over then. I really did love him.

Remember this is just my point of view, I am Miss Bobbie Jean, with a dream of a better tomorrow and a better world for us to live in.” One Race Called The Human Race”

Living as a Transwoman in South Ga.

 

Hi, Hope that your life has been good to you and you get to enjoy some of it being who you really are.
I have been having problems in my life here and lost what I was doing in the first place. I try to let people know what a transgendered person is really like. I have been dressing as a woman for a long time and it has been rough here in South Ga. where I live. When I started here trying to teach these people that being a transgender is not something that should be treated with no respect because we are people to, just like they are. I know that it is hard for someone to come out here. There is no place for us to go and have fun like in other places Here anyone can ban us from even shopping with them and that is wrong, because we have the right to shop where we want to, but not here. I have worked as a woman on a real job for 6 years and that was when it all started for me. I would get hate mail for people like the the men in the white sheets and other hate groups here in the South, but I knew that when I started this journey. All I really want to do was just live out my life as much of a woman that I could and just wanted to find me a nice man that would have been proud of me and loved me for what I was, A Transwoman.
I know that many of you have this fear of losing everything you have if you come out, and I am sure that for some of you that would be true. There are times when I wish I had staid the way I was and not came out all at one tine. That is what caused all the trouble in the first place, because I shocked them and the only thing they could was react to my action. I wanted people to see me, how else can you teach someone about what someone looks like unless you can see them.
I made movies and set up at the flea-market and things really got bad out there but it was all my fault because I dressed as a trans woman. They wanted me to dress as a guy, yet they didn’t even know what I was, they just saw me in a dress and figure I was a man so they attacked me from that point on.
I know that it is not easy to come out no matter where you are from and things can get bad for some. If I had known that I would lose everything I had, maybe I would not have come out myself, but we really don’t know what will happen. I lost my family and all my friends and people I didn’t even know hated me. I could not even stop and buy gas with out someone trying to start a lot of BS. So I know more then most what it is like to be on the losing end.
All I can say is that if you are comfortable living as you are and not being able to bring yourself to living the life you should be living then good for you, but you are the real loser by trapping yourself into that life style.
It is my point of view that we should all live the life that we are meant to live.

I think that I will stop now, getting tried of typing.
I want to say May God bless you, no matter what life style you live.
Thank you, Miss Bobbie Jean.

 

MISS BOBBIE JEAN