We all look for something to believe in and hope that we can find what we are looking for. I look to My Lord for what I need to help me get by. When evil thoughts passes through my head I start praying to God to help me make them go away. We all have our own God to believe in and help us make it through each day.
I have said it many times before, that I am in no way prefect by I try hard to believe in what is right and what is wrong. It is not just because my time is coming to it’s end, but I have always believed in God. I know that there has to be something out there watching over me and helping me along the way. Others believe in what they feel is right for them. I have never judged anyone for not believing in God, because I think everyone has a choice to make and it is their choice, not mine. I can only control what I believe in.
I have always believed in God and always knew that he was with me because he showed me that he was when he protected me from the evil that was out there. When I knew that I had to do something that I needed him to help me with, he would put me in his hands and show me the light so that I would know what I was doing was right. He never let me down when I needed him around. There were times that I just knew that if it were not for him I would not be here today. He guided me down that road I chose to take and as for as I know God never made any mistakes, not even with me.
I truly believe that the only reason I came home from Vietnam was because it was not my time to go so he did not let me go. I am still here because of him, even though I might not know why, but I guest it is not my time to die. I know that when I get to feeling real down and not, I just sit here and try to write. He gives me the strength and the courage that I need to still do this. I can’t go out into the public anymore like I did before but at least I can still write what I feel and know about. Hoping that some how I to can inspire someone to be a better person. I know that I have become a better person just by getting to know God better. I pray more now and talk with him more also. I know that he will not keep me from dying, but Just maybe help will make it easier on me when I have to go. So with that in mind I will let you go at this time. Believe in what or who you want to, that is up to you. I know that I believe in The God that I know.
So with my love and friendship I will just say good day to you my friend.
I am Miss Bobbie Jean with dream of a better tomorrow.