I truly hope that you are having a beautiful day. There is nothing better then life itself. We are lucky to live here where everyone is to live free, but there is still a group of people that are not allow to live free here. I am a transgendered person trying my best to show that we are not the ones you need to be worried about. It seems to me that the ones you least expect are the ones that are doing the wrong, not trans people. When i go into a bath room, i am going there to pee not to see, hell i hope no one is in the damn thing. I have tried for years to ask for help from the lgbt community and i have never heard from them unless they where asking for money. i had 16 tires cut in my yard and the law told me it was my fault, because i should have known better then to dress like this. the channel ten new came and all they told the public was that there is this man in a dress living at (my address) so there are no laws here to protect me. I lose hundreds of dollars on just tries. Life as a trans can be good in the right place, but i was and still is not in the right place, but it is the place for me to be. I was setting up at the flea market and i could hear what people where saying. I have been called about everything they could think of. I have been beat and raped. But i have not stop trying to show people that we still have to live, we have the right to live and i for one have earned that right to live my life the way i have chosen to, i have never tried to tell anyone how to live their life.
I don’t believe in discrimination or bigotry that is what we need to fear, because that’s what we have running this country now.
The point I am trying to make here is that We are people to, just kie you. I know that I will not have the chance to see it all come together, but one day it will, may God bless you and help you to understand that I wanted and need to be a woman, not a man.
Thank you for your time, if you feel there is something you want to know, if I can help I would be honored to help.
Have a Blessed day as I am on my way, I am Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson and I am a Trans.
Good morning everyone. Sometimes I may post something that you don’t understand and you are afraid to say anything. Well I do sometimes get right to the point of things, but remember I am at the end of this life here on earth, soon I will not be here. I believe that I have a right to say what I need to say and if I can’t deal with somethings then I just say what I feel. I see where everyone here is dealing with their own problems and I try to like or comment on your post, not because I feel like I have to, it is because of what you posted. I more then likely miss more then I see, because sometimes I can’t even sit here without passing out. For me to be here online, I have to be in pain, so that I am able to write anything. I am sure that it is hard to read some of my words, but this is all I have left in this world and that is you. You are my family, my friends and the ones I love the most in my life. I thank you for being here for me. I really don’t want to die alone.
Can someone just shot me? I have been up since 5 and it has taken me this long just to get to my computer(11:30). I have taken 4 pain pills. and two shots of morphine, with a three other pain meds, but I still not have gotten ahead of my pain. this is so rough, I can’t even stand much less walk on my foot. I hate to say this, but right now, I can not help but feel that dying would be easier. I can’t do anything with the pain. I had to ask my friend to feed me, because I din’t have the strength to pick up my spoon. This really sucks. I am sorry that this is all I have this morning, I need a break from this, I guest I will have to let them put me in the Wilson House to try and get ahead of my pain and put me where I need to be, F**Ked up. It seems like that is the only way for me to go now, at least when I am F**ked up I don’t feel the pain. SORRY for my depressed self.
Though I would let you guys know what’s going on with me. My nurse came over just a little bit ago and sent a couple of pictures of my foot to the doc. and told him that is was getting worst, so he doubled my morphine and my pain pills to try to help me deal with it. They are going to get me some kind of pain patch to see if it will help, something to last longer then my pills. I am glad to be with Hospice right now, they have been making this dying thing a lot easier. My nurse wants me to go into the Hospice house, I asked her to give me a day or two, then I’ll go in. I am afraid to go in, because I might not come out, walking anyway,LOL But I really want to say Thank you to the people from Hospice.
Love you guys…Remember life is way to short to FU*K it up, do it right now, don’t wait any longer, because it just may be two damn late.
If I offend anyone here I am sorry for that, but when I write, I write about the way I feel. If you have supported me here then what I wrote was not for you, it is for those of you that just sat in your nice house and complain while others do all the foot work and you give nothing back. I notice that not one of you liked or commented on my post about RUNNING FREE OR GOOD MORNING, WHY IS THAT? It was the truth about that way I have been treated and others like myself as well. I know that some of you cannot come out as I have and for that I am sorry, but as I said, it does no good to complain about something if no one is willing to stand up for those rights. That’s what I do for you. If that is not enough again I am sorry , but not for me, for you.
First of all I want to say thank you to those of you that responded to my post in the last couple of days. I know that sometimes I get depressed and angry about all I have to deal with and it is only you that help me make it through the day. If what I write about sometimes offends anyone I am sorry for that, but I only write about what I have to deal with, I can’t write about what anyone else deals with. I only write the truth about what it is like to live as a trans here in south ,Ga. because this is where I live. I want to thank those of you that have supported me and stand by me. If at anytime someone feels that I have wronged them in anyway comment and let me know if I have, but in the end this is my life and yes it is sad that at 65 years old all I have to show for my life is a few true friends here on FB and a few fans on WordPress. I have never had over a handful of likes on any post, it’s like sometimes I don’t even exist.
As I said, forgive me for saying it like it is.. Thank those of you that are here for me…
Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson.
PS I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me and I am not looking for anyone’s pity, I just write what I feel, that’s it, the truth.