Good Morning.

Good morning,

I truly hope that you are having a beautiful day. There is nothing better then life itself. We are lucky to live here where everyone is to live free, but there is still a group of people that are not allow to live free here. I am a transgendered person trying my best to show that we are not the ones you need to be worried about. It seems to me that the ones you least expect are the ones that are doing the wrong, not trans people. When i go into a bath room, i am going there to pee not to see, hell i hope no one is in the damn thing. I have tried for years to ask for help from the lgbt community and i have never heard from them unless they where asking for money. i had 16 tires cut in my yard and the law told me it was my fault, because i should have known better then to dress like this. the channel ten new came and all they told the public was that there is this man in a dress living at (my address) so there are no laws here to protect me. I lose hundreds of dollars on just tries. Life as a trans can be good in the right place, but i was and still is not in the right place, but it is the place for me to be. I was setting up at the flea market and i could hear what people where saying. I have been called about everything they could think of. I have been beat and raped. But i have not stop trying to show people that we still have to live, we have the right to live and i for one have earned that right to live my life the way i have chosen to, i have never tried to tell anyone how to live their life.

I don’t believe in discrimination or bigotry that is what we need to fear, because that’s what we have running this country now.

The point I am trying to make here is that We are people to, just kie you. I know that I will not have the chance to see it all come together, but one day it will, may God bless you and help you to understand that I wanted and need to be a woman, not a man.

Thank you for your time, if you feel there is something you want to know, if I can help I would be honored to help.

Have a Blessed day as I am on my way, I am Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson and I am a Trans.

I am Miss Bobbie Jean, with a dream.

“ONE RACE CALLED THE HUMAN RACE”

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DESTINY

When they told me that I was dying, I had to go to counseling to prepare me to die.
Well after about two years of that I had become uncaring and just wanted to get it over with. I am not sure if I wanted to live in this world the way it is becoming.It seems like everywhere you look there is ugliness and pain, why is that?
I thought the word of God is that

We should love thy neighbor,

Turn the other cheek,

Do unto ours as you would have them do unto you,

Doesn’t that mean to everyone?

Does it say just these people or those people?

No it doesn’t say any people.

We are nothing but creatures that were put here by GOD.

What we become is up to us.

Everything has a beginning and an ending. Just like the past of this

planet, it too will change,

What will you do then?

What worries me is that every day there is new life here,

Where and what will happen to your kids and their kids.

Are you willing to take the chance that this world will not change or will you start to do something about your surroundings, it is up to you on how you will treat the next person that walks up to you.

I have made mistakes in my life, Hell I just might be making one right now. Just because you don’t like what I am about, all you have to do is click report, well, when you do, remember one thing, I will be back, because I will not be stopped. I think that all people should be treated with respect and kindness. If you can’t do that, then it is you with the real problem, not me.

There is someone on my list of friends that, it just gets my goat, when they open their mouth, because of what they talk about, yet I do not hide or block them, because I want them to see what I have to say.

I think that any one person can be what they want to be,

Vote the way they want to vote,

Pray the way they want to pray,

Date whoever they want to date.

I will not judge you, but if you feel the need to judge someone, then judge me, you’ll be leaving someone else alone for a while.

It is not my wish to piss you off, but it is my destiny to make you see yourself, as you really are…

Can you change to be better?
Here’s hoping your life is full of pleasure and joy comes to you in many forms.

I am Miss Bobbie Jean, with a dream

“ONE RACE CALLED THE HUMAN RACE”

Thank you for your love and your support.

 

 

Kiss

TRUE COLOR’S

TRUE COLOR’S

   All my life I have the seen different colors and I have learned to enjoy them. Most people never get that, they don’t understand that every race has it’s true colors. If you look back in time, you will see what I mean, It does not matter where you came from, there where colors .
   I was one of those that were lucky enough to grow up in a time in this country when color really was at stake here. You could get hung for being the wrong color, you were separated by color, in everything that you did. No, you can not talk to him or her, not because they were bad, only because they were a different color. I would stand there everyday and say the Pledge A Legions To -A- Flag that was red ,white, and blue, when I was not allowed to talk to another American citizen because she was a different color, excuse me, but as a child living in a foster home working as a slave, along side this child of a different color, she was my friend, I set in her home, and drink coffee with her family, what was so different about that ?
   Correct if I am wrong, but is it not true that if one is born on American soil, one is an American? She was born here just like I was, so I began then to have this problem that I faced everyday.
   I will soon be 66 years old and I still see the hatred from one another about colors, “ When Will We Ever Learn “. mm seems like I heard that somewhere in my life time? Yes, when will we ever learn?
   Like a flower just wanting to bloom we are. There is an enter beauty that can not be shut down, that can not be stopped, shine on, to fill your true colors, as we walk through this life, only to be as that flower, we are blooming for the world to see.         I can not see the future, yet I am no fool. I know that if we continue to see each other as being different for what ever reasons then, yes we are screwed. If we have been making the same mistake for so long and it is still not working for us, then maybe we just might need to change something about our way of thinking, because this just ain’t working.
 I love colors, I watched a movie called “ Color Me Purple, starring Whoopee Goldberg and I never got that out of my head, real touching movie. I have never understood why we feel that need to judge someone because of their true colors, The way I see this is if your an a-hole, it really does not matter what color you are, you are still just an a-hole, lol. Get it ? You don’t have to be a different color for that, trust me.
   I have been lucky enough to have traveled around the world, seeing the true colors of many cu-trues, and I am proud to say that it was an awesome ride for me. I know that I can not live long enough to see the real change that will come in the end, but just maybe one day we can all just be one color, one race, one man kind, called the Human Race, because that is what the creator had in mine when we were created.

We where given the knowledge to overcome anything such as     TRUE COLORS….

Thank you For being colorful.

Hope your life brings you happiness.

I am Miss Bobbie Jean, with a dream “ONE RACE CALLED THE HUMAN RACE”

 

 

BJ

I am Misty Waters  meaning  “The gentle rain that fells on Mother earth”.

 

 

“The Evening Has Come”

“The Evening  Has Come”

As I walk alone the shore ,
I was waiting for you to knock on my door.

I  have you in my dreams,
But wishing you were here it seems.

You have been in my life,
Only wishing I could have been your wife.

For me , my time has pass,
But the Love I have for you will always last.

It is for you, that I am true,
But sometimes ,even I don’t know what to do.

Your love comes to me from afar,
 Yet I will always Love no matter where you are.

Hope your life brings you happiness.

I am Miss Bobbie Jean, with a dream “ONE RACE CALLED THE HUMAN RACE”

 

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“YOU”

   It’s a beautiful morning, with the sun raising over the hills. The fields are in bloom with the wild flowers they grow for seed here . It is so pretty this time of year with the new born rays of sunshine that fills the air flowing with a light morning fog.
   Never have I found such a beautiful place to sit and read, or maybe draw a picture of you. I can smell the daisies, they seem to stand out above the rest, I so love daisies.
   There is a cool breeze blowing as it makes waves over the fields, the flowers are dancing in the wind as the birds sing for me here. This is my safe place, where I can hide and dream. Here I can be anything that I choose to be, because Here is where dreams are made. Come sit with me, join me by my-side. Let us get to know each other and share our thoughts and dreams. For I have found you to be charming in your ways, caring in your heart and above all you are different than anyone I have ever met and it is truly exciting just to look at you and to hear your voice is like no other I have ever heard.
  As you whisper your name, the birds sing softer and follow your lead, as the wind carries your words over the fields of blooming flowers adding color to your world around you. Reach out, touch the wind, feel the life that flows in the air around you, you are the very beginning of that new life. Everything that you see, feel, touch, hear, is different in so many ways, that is what makes the world turn under your feet

   Never before, have I seen and touched such beauty as yours. I have never smelt a flower such as you. Hearing your voice in the wind fills my heart with your love. You are my inspiration for all that I do, I can not compare the heavens above because only you have shown me your love. It is you that takes my breath away when you whisper to me at night, It is you that fills my heart with a new life. It is you that has touched me and allowed me to feel your pain and hear your cries. It is you that has given me my strength and my courage to write and feel and live again. It is you, That I have fallen in love with. It is you that has truly captured my heart and my love. For it is you my companion that shares this life with me. It is you my friend that watches over me. It is you my soul mate that fills me with a spirit that I can not and will compare to any I have seen.
   You are the very universe that I live in and I am in your world, when I look up at night, the stars are your eyes shining down and watching over me. You have overwhelmed my life itself. It is you my love that comes to me from heaven above. Because it is only you that I think of.
   As we have sat here today, we have come to know each other just one step more. All my life I have never been able to do what I do now, It is only because of my friend and partner in what ever it is we do. Before you came into my life I was nothing, today I am a writer with a story to tell. I am a Dreamer with a hope to fill someones heart. I am that love that can not and will not be stopped from spreading over the world as we know it. For you I stand and I say Enough with the judging of any human beings.

I have found what it is that you want me to do, You want me to speak just for you.

I HAVE A DREAM OF A BETTER WORLD,

NOT JUST FOR YOU AND ME,

IT IS FOR EVERYONE DON’T YOU SEE?

Inspired by You, because you are different then anyone else.

Written by Bobbie Jean Chiasson

 

AIPTEK

Just me

 

  Hi, hoping that everyone out there is doing fine in your own way. I am sure that we are all looking for something here and maybe some of us will find it. I am looking for friendship with others my age and that something in Common with me to chat about. I am not sure just how long I have left here, but I would like to meet other people as long as I am here. It’s always good to make new friends. I have never hear of anyone having too many friends, have you? I don’t think that I have really ever had a true friend that did not want anything out of me, just to be my friend. I can remember all those that called me friend and then took me for what they could get out of me, even my own Son did me that. I have always been good hearthed as to trying to help others do something right with their life, but sometimes these people just don’t want that kind of help. They want it their way and they take and take till there is no more to take then they walk away. I live in a world where all I have left is each day that God gives me here. I try doing anything that I can, but it is not much. I am feeling worst as each day goes by. Sometimes it is very hard for me to function, so I don’t get to write much anymore. It’s like all I do now is wake up, take my meds, then I eat and back to sleep I go. It’s not much of a life here for me now, but I do thank God for it still being so.
  I believe that God has been with me for some time now, he has always been there in my worst of times. He has protected me and shown me that he loves me just as I am. I am a long way from being protect, but who is? I can think of one person that has never sinned in any way. I ask God to forgive me for my sins and allow me to sit with him in Heaven.
  I am going to move on now, because I am getting short of breath here. Hope that you all have a blessed day, and God shows you the way.
Miss Bobbie Jean.

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FORGIVENESS IS THE ONLY WAY!

Good day.

Today is Sunday here where I live and today is the day that most people try to give Thanks to God and allow themselves to feel that they are right in what ever God has chosen for them. I have tried to know God as my survivor and trust that he will take me home when my days end here. Today I am wondering why I lost a friend on here that I knew personally. She came by my home to visit time to time, but something happened and now she doesn’t come anymore. Part of me miss’s her, but part of me knew that something was wrong with that friendship. I am living my last days here and I don’t need anyone that would hurt me in any way. I am sorry that I lost her and I have ask God why, but I am sure that it is for the best, because I put my trust that God is not going to let anyone hurt me.
I have been thinking about what should I be thinking about at this point. I believe that one should think about the good things that have come to be in their lives. The more one thinks about the good times, the more will come to mind. I was only remembering the bad times and my heart was full of hatred for anyone that I did not feel right about. For so long I had been disrespected and abused here, that I could only see the hatred. How that I have done my best to try it Gods way, that I have come to know that, yes we are all different from each other, and yes we all have the right to not like what someone else is doing, but we do not have the right to judge them. Maybe something happen in their life to make them the way they are, that’s what happen to me here. When I was told that I could not live my life as a woman, I did everything I could to make that happen. Today I can say I have lived as a woman and done it well. I have also come to try and forgive those that hated me so much. “Please forgive them because they know not what they do”
Well I think I” ll let it go for now and hope that your life is as beautiful as a flower in the spring. Love you all…..Big and tall, Thin and small, I love you all.
Miss Bobbie Jean.