Was up all night again dealing with the pain in my feet. I have taken so much pain meds. till all I want to do is fall asleep, but I can’t because it never stops hurting. I find myself having to use my oxygen more each day.
I am sorry that this is all I have to say, but this is what I am dealing with and I really miss being able to do things, like walking, riding my bic. and dancing. I find it hard to realize that just a year ago I was still doing those things.
I am sitting here wondering if I did something wrong and that is why I am still here suffering like this. I have prayed to God for forgiveness if I have. I can only hope that he finds that I am worthy of his love and forgiveness.
Miss Bobbie Jean