Hope everyone is doing ok. Just want to say that I love you all, I have been trying to write something, but it is really hard to write when I am dealing with all this. I think the reality of my death is becoming quite clear to me now. I really never though that I would have to watch myself come apart like this.My inside parts have been dying for some time now, but to see my feet and feel all the pain is hard to deal with. I had to take two pain pills this time, just to try and get a break, eased off some, that is why I am able to write this, but even at that it never stops hurting.
I think that I have done all I can do right now.
I want to pray that no other human being has to deal with the pain that I have to deal with everyday. Amen.