JUST ANOTHER DAY IN MY LIFE

Good morning,

I trust that all is well with you guys out there doing what-ever it is you do. I guest most of you have to do the work thing, sure wish sometimes that I was still working, but (not) is better for me.
I finial got so tried that I laid back down and fell asleep for a while, till I couldn’t deal with all the hurts. I’ve done my meds. this morning and even got myself clean up with a shower, done my makeup and got dressed with the help of my friend, Miss Jackie. Sometimes she is so good to me and helps me with everything. I am sure that she wishes that she didn’t have to do it, but so do I. I do what I can now to try help her get a brake from it, because I have been where she is now. Taking care of someone 24/7 is a job and it takes a special person to do that kind of work. I would not want to do it all the time. I am one that knows that someone like me, in my condition can be rude, cruel and just down right mean sometimes because we are dealing with so much. I try to tell her that I am sorry for being that way, but even the music being a little to loud or the dogs barking, any kind of noise can put me in a state of confusion. That is when everything has to stop…
I guest the point here is that if you need someone to care for you remember even they need a break sometimes that way they don’t get burnt out on you. I know that I am thankful for having her in my life right now. You see I know that she is the right caregiver for me because God sent her to me. I have been blessed.
In this crazy world we live in we must always keep our guard up, because someone is always trying to kick us down. Don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t be or do something, because just because they can’t doesn’t mean you can’t.

With love to all and let Gods light shine right on into your heart and soul.

Miss Bobbie Jean…

 

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Thank You.
Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson

These are a few places to find my writings an maybe other things as well.

Living as a transgender
God And Transgenders Stand Together
My Life As A transgender

My Secret Garden

Written by Bobbie Jean Chiasson

The stories that I write are true and about me and what I have to deal with in my day to day life. It is about the things that I believe in and it is only my point of view. It has nothing to do with you as you are free to live the life style that you chose to live. It is an open book diary that I have chosen to share with you.

The picture that I use on here are from my now and then.

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THINKING OF YOU!

Good afternoon everyone!

Hope you guys are doing ok today and all your wants and dreams come true for you.

Myself I have been dealing with a lot of pain here and there is nothing anyone can do for it. My left foot has been acting up and the pain gets so bad that I have tears running from my eyes dealing with it. I can’t get any rest and while I am up it hurts 99% of the time. I have taken 4 pain pills just since 7 till 1 and it is still there. I feel like they need to just cut off my foot and maybe it will go away. Anyway

I trust that you are having a nice day with your family or friends. I know I would be having that, if I had any. Friends are a very important thing in ones life, without them we would be nothing, alone sitting at home is all we would be. I know also that it is hard to make good friends anywhere, not just online. Just like I had this guy send me a friend request and not 5 minutes later, he was wanting to have sex chat on messenger. I ask if he had read anything I posted or did he just look at my pictures? He told me that he didn’t care what I wrote about, all he wanted to his see the pictures, so I report him for spamming then I block his ass from ever seeing me again. Some people just don’t F**king get it, do they?

I always though that you couldn’t add someone unless you knew them. But maybe I am wrong about that.

Well I just wanted to let you know how things are going here and hope they are better there where-ever you are.

I am going to let this go, because life itself is way too short to dwell on the small stuff.

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THINKING OF YOU!

With all the love in my heart,

I am sorry we have to part.

I will always try my best for you,

Because that is the thing I do.

So be brave for yourself,

Then and only then can you be brave for someone else.

Help fill their needs to be better for life,

Because that’s what it’s all about.

You are the one in my mind,

I think of you all the time.

I will always be true to you,

As long as you keep doing what you do.

Loves you all tall and small

Big and thin,

Black or white,

That’s not what it’s about.

It’s about just being who you are and being out.

Thank you Miss Bobbie Jean still dreaming….

Welcome to my “OPEN BOOK DIARY”

Thank You.

Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson

These are a few places to find my writings an maybe other things as well.

Living as a transgender

God And Transgenders Stand Together

My Life As A transgender

My Secret Garden

Written by Bobbie Jean Chiasson

The stories that I write are true and about me and what I have to deal with in my day to day life. It is about the things that I believe in and it is only my point of view. It has nothing to do with you as you are free to live the life style that you chose to live. It is an open book diary that I have chosen to share with you.

The picture that I use on here are from my now and then.

©2013 – 2017 southernacts. com All rights reserved/sponsored by Southern Acts

To a special friend,just like “YOU”

To a special friend,just like “YOU”

I am thinking about you,
And all the things you do.
Sometimes, just what you say,
Is sure to make my day.

Since I met you,
You have made me shine in whatever I do.
You have become part of me,
Because of you, I am not alone, you see.

I give to you of myself,
With a friend like you I don’t need anyone else.
That’s why I try all the time to shine,
Because you are a friend of mine..

Didn’t get but about an hour or so sleep, trying to deal with this pain, but it is still the same. My nurse and Doc. came by yesterday and said the lack of oxygen to parts of my body is causing then not to function and hurt. They are giving me all the pain meds I need, even adding more to help me deal with it. It’s ok though, could be worst. I could just be getting older and I ain’t much on that. Even though I may be starting to look like an old lady, I am still just a young “CHICK”

Love you guys..
Miss Bobbie

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The Teacher

As a teacher, I have to know the value of having friends around me.

I have lived here for some time and hope to live here for a few more years.
I have been dealing with a lot of things and I am just now realizing that the reason for this is because people are beginning to notice what I am saying.
I have stood here many times to say I am transgender, I am different in the way I show myself to you, but what I show you is real and it is me.
There are a lot of those people out there just wanting to hurt me anyway they can, to shut me down, to shut me up. It will not happen that way. You can only slow me down with your ignorance and your hatred, but you cannot stop me.
I am a fighter; I fight for the right to live as I have chosen to. This is not about you; you are nothing to me, if you are one of those people that have chosen to disrespect me and others like myself.
We owe you nothing.
My friend has taught me that the only way to show them that we will not be stopped is to just move on. I can tell you right here and now, just moving on is not as easy as one would think. Sure there are a lot of things that could be done. Stop dressing the way I do, move to another town, start over, give up, and let them have their way. All of these things might work for you, but they will not work for me.
I will not turn tail and run from anyone. It is not in me to run.
I am learning as I go that things might not even change in my life time here in South Ga. But in time they will get better for those that follow me. It is hard to teach people that have hated for so long. Here where I am from, they have hated the difference in people for 200 years, I don’t know why this is like that, because in the beginning their folks came from somewhere else, they were not born here.
The people here have walked with blinders on all their lives, they were taught by their parents to hate and they will teach their children to do the same if there is no one to teach them any different.
I stand here dealing with all that is thrown at me; I stand with my head up high. I will not bow down to your hate.

 

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THE CROSSING OVER!

Good evening !

   Feeling a little on the tried side, but wanting to write a little. When I started writing I would start by saying that I was sitting in my rocking chair looking out my window, well I am sitting but, not in a rocking chair, but in a wheel chair. I am not looking out my window because I can’t even get to it, to see out of it. But, I am still trying to write something that will be wroth reading. I try to say things about my life and what it is like. I know that maybe some of this is my fault just as much as it is anyone else’s fault. I never was one to walk away and allow someone to down others just because they feel like they have the right to. No one has that right.
   I was and still am having problems with forgetting the past and letting it go. Now at this point in my life it is the time for me to do just that. What I have been doing is thinking about my family for what it’s worth and I can only wish that I had a real family that stood by me, but just like a lot of you, they are not here for us. I know that I am always talking about what kind of life that I have lived and all the carp that comes with it, yes it is very hard at times. I also know that there are people out there that can only wish that they could have lived out their life style, but could not. I wrote a story about that, but I worded it wrong and I feel that I may have hurt some of you, but what I was doing was telling you that life is way to short not to try and live the way you want to, it’s not about anyone else but you. I worried all the time about what people though of me and all it done was worried me to the point of where I am today, mostly what I got out of it was a lot of stress. We never know what will happen if we try to change something in our life, but that is what it is about. That is what makes us different.
 I am getting my mind and my soul ready for the crossing over to my next life. I feel that I am doing ok with that as I started to leave my past behind me. I have a lot of friends and fans that I need to be thinking about, (you know people that care) because you guys are the ones that are here for me now, not my family and that is Top’s in my book.
   Sometimes we all wish that we could just be whatever it is we want to be in this life, but so many cannot put themselves in my shoes. I live for all of those that can’t make that life style happen for them, to share my life with you makes me proud and I am more then glad to do so. Yes I have been blessed, so that I would have the strength and the courage to go out there, Believe me there are times when I just wish I had not started this battle, but it is far to late to stop now. I don’t believe that I even could, if I wanted to, but would if I had no choice in the matter.
   I know that we have come a long way from where we were at first, but it will still take a lot of work and some time to get where we need to be. I can say anything to make like I am doing something, but I need to say yes we are different and there is no doubt about that. We are Transgendered people just trying to live out our life the best way we can. I am sure there are many out there hurting inside and going to bed at night crying. I feel for you, because I to have been there, yes it hurts. I have tried counselors and they didn’t do much for me, but maybe they can help you. Everyone is different so some things work on some but not others.
   As a transwoman I see things different. I don’t feel like I am gay so that takes me out of the gay community, which they have not been here for me anyway, I have always felt I was a female and that is where my head is, I cannot change that and neither can you. It is a fact of life and we do exists, they can not hide us anymore.

  Well not sure if I have said anything that was interesting and might help you, I can only hope so. The only thing I can do here is say my point of view on what is happening in the world.

   When you dress up tonight and look in your minor, just remember all those that have died, just because they believed they were trying to live out their lifestyle. If you go out at anytime day or night do please always know where you are at and who you are with, and please be careful out there, it is a cruel world that we live in. If you need to chat, I am always here. I don’t do sex chat because of my health, so please try to understand from my point of view here, Love all you guys and everyone else as well.. You are the greatest that I could have ever ask for.

 

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Thank You.
Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson

These are a few places to find my writings an maybe other things as well.

Living as a transgender
God And Transgenders Stand Together
My Life As A transgender

My Secret Garden

Written by Bobbie Jean Chiasson

The stories that I write are true and about me and what I have to deal with in my day to day life. It is about the things that I believe in and it is only my point of view. It has nothing to do with you as you are free to live the life style that you chose to live. It is an open book diary that I have chosen to share with you.

The picture that I use on here are from my now and then.

©2013 – 2017 southernacts. com All rights reserved/sponsored by Southern Acts

Just Another Day.

Good evening

Hope that everyone out there is doing as best one can do. Just letting you know that I am still here even though I feel like this is one of the worst days I have had lately. I think I made the mistake by falling asleep with out my oxygen on and I woke up feeling very weak because of the lack of the oxygen in my blood. The pain has overwhelmed my body and I am hurting all over. My stomach and my feet are the worst, I have taken 7 pain pills since I got up at 8 this morning, maybe it will stop soon.
Even as I sit here and deal with this, I can not get the though of the pain that Jesus had to endure for my sins. He gave has life to set me free from the Damnation of Hell, I am not sure why this is on my mind, maybe it is because I believe that there is a God and he most be an awesome God.
I thank God everyday for my life here and I ask forgiveness for my sins in this life. With Gods help I am freeing myself from any and all hatred for my fellow man. Yes I know that sometimes that is hard to do, but the only thing for us to do if we are to ever make anything of this world we all live in is to do just that, stop the carp and lets get our world back. Be kind and understanding of others, because none of us are the same. If God would have wanted it that way, he would have created it that way.
Remember all we can do is our best, and allow God to do the rest.

Thank you for being right here for me.

Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson

 
 
 
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Pam Thompson
 
Pam Thompson Shame on ya’ll for forgetting your oxygen! Bet you don’t forget tonight. Love ya’ll and thats about all I have to say today.
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Bobby Jean Chiasson
 
Bobby Jean Chiasson Thank you and you are right about the oxygen, damn sleeping pill most have hit me hard, love you sis. Have a good weekend with the family..

“A Heavenly Place”

Good evening,

Sometimes I write about things in my life or I just write a poem to fill my need to set myself free. I try to write for all to see, what I’ve had to deal with just trying to be me. In no way am I trying to do anything else, but to find my way to a Heavenly Place for myself. We all want to feel that we have left something for others to remember us by, for those we leave behind not to want to cry. But to be proud that they had the chance to know someone like you and I.

So here’s a little poem I wrote for myself, and I am now proud to share with you and everyone else, but always remember, …………….that this is Just My Point Of View.

A Heavenly Place”

My God is an awesome God,

Sure at one time I doubted why.

I know now that he is here for me,

Don’t know why, I didn’t know that, you see.

I am feeling now that Heaven will open up for me,

Because God has created a Heavenly place for us to be.

I know it’s a place that all of us need,

It’s a Heavenly place to live for the eternity.

I know there is no hate or discrimination,

Because Heaven is closed to all Damnation.

It is a place for all to live free,

That’s the way God created it to be.

I am now putting away my past,

It is gone from me forever at last.

I’ve put my mind on God,

And Yes I now know why.

 

I hope that you may have found something in this to help you deal with some of the things happening in your own life, Thank you from my heart, because now it is time for me to part. Be Blessed and let God do the rest.

Miss Bobbie Jean Chiasson

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Written by Bobbie Jean Chiasson

The stories that I write are true and about me and what I have to deal with in my day to day life. It is about the things that I believe in and it is only my point of view. It has nothing to do with you as you are free to live the life style that you chose to live. It’s like an open book diary that I have chosen to share with you.

You can also find me here.

LIVING AS A TRANSGENDER”

GOD AND TRANSGENDERS STAND TOGETHER”

http://www.livingtransgender.info/

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